As soon as you began this, you could hear that buzzing sound at
the back of your skull. I’m sorry, but it’s now too late for you to do
anything than continue.
The buzzing sound is high pitched,
and frequently pulsing. You can feel it in every part of your head. Your
heartbeat leaps with every pulse, spurring your body’s responses. You
begin to manually breathe in and out, to try and control your pulse. But
you know that buzzing sound won’t let that happen. It’s penetrative
noise worms it’s way through your defenses, and sinks deeper into your
conscious being.
It’s only a matter of time, now.
You try to focus on something, anything, to ignore that buzzing sound.
Your family, your friends, your loved ones, your pets, your work, or
your hobby. You close your eyes, and try to drift into your thoughts and
your experiences. You float in your head, dreaming of instances that
have come and gone, and can only be relived inside of you. You know
you’re safe in there, and the buzzing begins to recede.
I told you it was too late to do anything than continue, didn’t I?
A pulse bursts through your skull and your memory changes. What once
was a happy time in the park with your parents, is you all alone,
abandoned by the unloving people that gave birth to you. What once was a
happy time commemorating your 10th birthday, is now you all alone, your
parents abandoning you, and all others your age shunning you. A happy
relationship with your significant other? A horrible death at your
hands, splattered with blood and gore, and a deeply sad, pitiable look
in their fading eyes as they look to you for a reason why. Your pets?
Your next meal, as you devour their still living flesh, flailing and
weakly attempting to flee. Your work? A collection of failure and broken
dreams, a reminder to all around you of what you could have been, had
you not suffered such a callous fate.
Your hobby? Well,
that’s the only thing you really have left. But it’s not the one you
originally had that brought you pleasure.
You open your eyes,
and look for a window. At any given time, you can usually find one
person on the street somewhere. In houses, in cars, in walkways, and in
their own heads. So many delightfully ignorant people. So many willing
puppets. So many inconspicuous brothers and sisters to thank, by freeing
them from this hell of flesh and life. To see them offer themselves up
to the grand purpose of our species. To propagate through the mutual
destruction of others. The other beasts around us that call themselves
“human”.
They can hear the buzzing, too. Just like you could,
before you were made to listen to the buzzing in the back of the heads
of every human being on this Earth. Soon, they too shall hear that
buzzing sound in the back of their heads, and realize how they are truly
meant to be. And when enough of our brothers and sisters finally wake
up? That’s when we can finally make some REAL noise…
Sunday, January 13, 2013
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